Never Like The Movies

He showed up at her door, holding heart in hand
Seven years had brought him back, to where he chose to stand


She never asked a question, never thought again
She simply held him in her arms and felt what was her man


The tears burned hot upon him, she held him oh so tight
She knew the years had worn him, but he was here tonight


She never asked a question, she simply let him in
The sweetest gesture of pure love is where it must begin


The perfect little ending, would cut after this scene
But life is not the movies, in fact, it's very mean


Happily ever after, is simply not the truth
As much as it is wanted, I've got some other proof


The question's finally raising, "Where have you been this long?
What could have made you leave me? Why have you done me wrong?"


The past is never distant, our demons never sleep
We never get to run away from what hides in us deep


It boils to the surface, the rears its ugly head
It will keep fighting to expose until the day we're dead


The only way to change, is move on from the past
And hope it never catches up, it's moving very fast


When knowing there's no option, to just confess it all
For nothing good can come of truth, it only makes a fall


We must take up our shovels, dig a whole so deep
And hope it's guarded close enough, for our past to keep


Out of public eye, out of notice too
Deep enough and dark enough die along with you


For happily never after, is apparent from the proof
There'll always be more tests involved, you KNOW I speak the truth.

I'm Getting Married!!!

Wanted to be a little selfish before I got back to my creative musings...



I am getting married and if you like my works, are happy for me, or you are one of those people who stumbled upon this and like to buy random things off people's registries (we put random cheap things on them for that reason) then I hope you will at least look at them. Feel free to share the links, buy things, whatever you feel...



Either way, feel free to check them out, check us out, or enjoy my blog. At least leave a comment, it gives me more drive to write.

Target Gift Registry
Bed Bath and Beyond
J.C. Penny Registry


The photos are from a recent vacation cruise we took to the Bahamas. Click on the photos and feel free to take a look around my Flickr page to see the whole pack. Comment there too... :) Take care!

The Kiss

You're lying in my arms, I kiss the top of your head;
This is how it starts when you're lying in my bed;

I grab you by the hair, you fall into the sheets;
You look into my eyes, my lips toward yours and meets;

I float back up at once, I kiss behind your ear;
Your stomach starts to tingle, my voice is all you hear;



"I love you" 's all you hear, as my lips contact your neck;
The collarbone get's taken next, with a loving little peck;

A little more from lips, as you're kissed between your breasts;
It's then you know I cannot stop, you're longing for the rest;

My hands are big and feel so warm upon your nipple firm;
But lips keep trailing off the chest, it's now the stomach's turn;



The hands both drift down as lips do, right down to your hips;
Your hips begin to arch upright, at the feeling of my lips;

From outside to the inside, my lips feel soft and warm;
The arching of your hips are teased, as my lips are torn;

Away from where they're resting, as they trail some more;
The inside of your thighs then tingle and your head will soar;



Slowly to the knees, the lips completing both the halves;
My hands feel strong and like they're safe, as I rub your calves;

Finish down the ankle, kissing as it goes;
Making sure I've loved you whole as I finish at your toes...

Lover's Passion

It began with the moment, that I realized who you are,

The skies opened up and you shined like a star,

Your beauty shone upon me, I couldn't look away,

I found myself in the only place, I know I want to stay,

From fingers in your hair, to lips upon your neck,

You feel my body close to yours, you feel like such a wreck,

You can't control your breathing, your chest feels tight and flushed,

You can't help but to bite you lip, each time that you are touched,

My lips is warm upon your skin, I whisper in your ear,

I speak to you of my true love, it's you, I'm glad I'm here,

You fall into the sheets as my hands show you the way,

It's finally going to happen, today will be the day,

I kiss you on your stomach, and work up to your chest,

Continue up your neck and up, as I get the rest,

Our bodies rubbing slightly, anticipation kills,

We kiss and move together, we break each others wills,

The moment fast approaches, it starts to overtake,

We join to be together, it's love we start to make,

Two bodies comes together, to act as only one,

Two souls unite, the sparks ignite, it's more that just for fun,

For passion more than pleasure, two hearts together beat,

The journey up love's mountain, is such an easy feat,

When it's with you, my one true love, forever me and you,

Anything is possible, my dear, I do, Love you!

As it all falls down, my thoughts only ramble...

Sitting high upon, my fragile house of cards;
I look upon my poets, my singers and my bards;

Their faces toward the sky, my words they yearn to hear;
They do not know my secrets, they do not know my fear;

My cornerstone is set, upon tale of how I fly;
My image will be tarnished if they ever learn my lie;

I fear of how she'll see me, once she knows the truth;
There is no way around it, the wrong ones have the proof;

It's more than just the usual, it's detrimental strife;
My dams have started leaking, it's gonna end my life;

The life of how I know it, opportunities passed;
The life I never cherished, the life I lived too fast;

I hear the warriors coming, my castle starts to quake;
My secrets come to do me in, my life it wants to take;

I get a burst of courage, to her I tell it all;
I hope that with her knowing, my house of cards won't fall;

She screams and yells so loudly, "How could you do this to me?"
I try to calm her anger, she much to hurt to be...

...Ever in my corner, or ever on my side;
I feel the winds have shifted, I feel the rising tide;

Transgressions stacked against me, I fear this is the end;
I fear this time we'll never, be more than just pretend;

I must pay for my sins and they all are cashing out;
The chance that I can pay them, is one that's full of doubt;

I cannot run, I cannot hide, I cannot face my fears;
I cannot life, I cannot die, I cannot dry my tears...

Washing Off and Moving On...

It seems that just so often, I stand in just one place;
My wheels are slick and spinning, I can't keep with the pace;

I try and try to find you, but you've been gone so long;
I only can remember, your face when I was wrong;

The things I said, I can't take back, I'd never even try;
I meant them then, I'm lonely now, I look up toward the sky;

I like to think your looking, upon the same bright star;
I know we'll never do that, the long shot's way too far;

I was right for you, and you were right for me,
But things went south, when you moved out, and then you just moved on;
I guess I could have stopped you, At least I could have tried,
But that's the path, I can't go back, and now you are long gone;



I guess I'll never need you, I guess we'll never be;
I guess that once I do move on, you'll fade as memory;

I feel my wheels start catching, I grip and start to move;
I feel myself forget you as I fall into my groove;

I see I'll never need you, I see we'll never be;
I see that now I can move on, you're just a memory;



I never will forget you, or curse the blessed times;
But now my life is calling, I'm taking it, it's mine...

Love In The Gutter

To suffer in silence
To weep, to cry
To yearn for change,
Can that be love?

To break your back
To give your all
To feel depressed
Can that grow love?

To try so hard
To get so little
To want to feel that heat
Why do we want love?

To fight
To fret
To hedge your bet
Should that be love?

To lie
To cheat
To hurt with truth
How is that love?

Regret, resent, revise, repent
If that is love... I don't want it at all...

Nothing to say after that, I am going to write some more soon though, I promise.